Claire and Graham thank you so much for your replies.. I have actually been on the forum lots of times reading and have found it super reassuring to read what other people have written
I think the fatigue is the legacy that I find the most frustrating.. I don't want to tired and so I think I am definitely doing a bit much! It's just annoying! I work for myself so am back at work - but today I think I feel rubbish as we have had visitors constantly (we live in dubai and everyone wants to come and stay) and its just a bit too much and I kind of feel like I should be better by now!