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SarahLS

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    photography, space travel, space history, walking, reading, WW1history

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  1. On a similar note to this discreet assistance at airports I was very pleased to get an email from The Kia Oval earlier stating that there was a dedicated desk you could go to for a band that indicates to staff at the ground you have a hidden illness or just might need some extra help. This seems to be their standard way of operating and not a special thing for an international cricket match. They also have a fully accessible, disable adult changing loo on site. I was pretty nervous about going to a large event there tomorrow but just knowing they've thought about this has made me feel calmer and more relaxed about our outing. Now to hope that the cricket is good and that it doesn't cause my blood pressure or adrenaline levels to rise too much.
  2. Thank you for this information, currently the only trips we have planned are from our local airport (Norwich) and as this only has about 5 flights a day so even on the busiest days the terminal doesn't get too full but I was dreading having to fly from a bigger place. Knowing that there is some discreet help available if things get too much is another (currently non-existent) worry off my mind.
  3. SarahLS

    New Member - Charlotte

    Hi Charlotte, Like you after my NASAH (6 months ago tomorrow) fear and anxiety were my biggest worries, especially as I wasn't kept in hospital apart from one night. My GP took this really seriously however and we tweaked other meds to help this. Once the fear was under control I did also find that the severity of the headaches decreased too. I can still feel my anxiety levels are high, and there are definite moments of panic - and like Daffodil this wasn't how I was pre-bleed, but again some deep breathing and the feelings do ease for me (mostly). It has taken me a long time to get anywhere near back to the confidence I had before December - it took me 7 weeks to even leave the house without my husband but again thinking positively and talking openly about my fears/feelings is definitely helping me. Along with lots of hugs from husband and my nephew... Can I just say how impressed I am that you are back at your computer/reading a message board at just 22 days after falling ill. I couldn't focus on a screen for any length of time for a lot longer than that. I hope that you do start to feel less anxious soon but look after yourself, and be kind to yourself, Sarah
  4. I thought I'd update a little on this as I finally got a referral to Occ Health today. She was really nice and is appalled that I've been back at work nearly 3 months before being sent to see them, then even more horrified that I had to demand the referral. I am pleased that I have pushed for this despite the stress and worry about it making me feel really unwell the past couple of days. The outcome seems to be all in my favour, now that everything is noted and on my HR file it will be very hard for them to suddenly stop me working reduced hours and reduced duties on a whim, which was what I was worried about. She is happy to say that I can have another 6 months on this before another review is due. Also having it all formalised means that if anything does happen to my job then I'd have a good case for unfair dismissal. Another worry was that where I work is about to be restructured and while nothing about my health/hours/duties was recorded I'd have to follow a very prescriptive, cognitively challenging reapplication process (colleagues in the county went through this last year and it is horrible) with no allowances being made. Now I know what I have to ask my neurologist for in regards paperwork so that I can make it clear that I am still unwell and can't jump through every hoop. It all feels better, I think. My husband was allowed in with me and he seems happy with what happened which is reassuring but to be honest I am now so tired that I can't remember everything (or anything like). The Occ Health person did seem to take on board how much I had changed since December in terms of memory/concentration/cognitive ability while saying that I presented as a very well-together person. My husband was quick to stress how much I had changed but there was the - oh you can expect to lose your memory and be more tired as you get older...that's fine but I changed over night. I get the feeling that this is a common complaint for people who've had SAHs however. Sorry for the brain dump again - hopefully this positive meeting will set my subconscious to rest a bit more and I will start to improve again. Hope that other people are having a good day - or at least a tolerable one.
  5. Thank you all for the welcome and reassurance. My immediate line manager is so pleased I'm back at all and is very supportive currently - although how long that will last if I stay at this level and don't improve I'm not sure. My husband is also very supportive and really helps out around the house/with the cooking on my bad days. Today however was a good day and I shall store the feeling up for the less good ones! i hope everyone else is having a nice weekend.
  6. I had my NASAH in December and from reading the stories on here I have been very relieved to know that much of what I am feeling is common to other people but as I have noticed my mental health suffering recently I thought I would take the plunge and join the forum and share my story. At the start of December I needed emergency dental treatment and while the dental anaesthetic was being injected I started to feel very ill, excruciating headache, loss of hearing, nausea, racing pulse and then vomiting. The dentist was very calming and I stayed on the treatment chair for a few hours until the pain subsided and I could get home. I suffer from migraine and new this wasn’t a migraine but the dentist reassured me that she had seen this reaction before and it was all okay. The next day I was washed out but generally fine. The next day out of absolutely nowhere another headache hit and my husband was so worried that he called the NHS 111 number and they immediately sent a paramedic. She was on a pushbike so on looking at me decided I needed to go to hospital and arranged for an ambulance. Once in the hospital I was sent for a CT scan which came back normal. I was admitted to a general neurology ward overnight as a precaution. The next day (a Saturday) I saw the neurologist and he performed a lumbar puncture. This also came back clear and so I was discharged. 14 hours later I had another one of these headaches – the worst so far and ended up back in A&E. The same neurologist was on duty and came to see me, he thought at this stage it was nothing more than a run of thunderclap headaches (it had been a stressful time at work) and gave me stronger painkillers and an antiemetic. A relative died from a brain haemorrhage in the 1980s and there is a history of high blood pressure in the family so ”just to make sure” I was booked in for an MRI. I had a fourth thunderclap 4 days after this. The day after having this scan my neurologist called me in for an appointment that same day. The MRI had shown a large bleed on the front right side of my brain when nobody was really expecting to see anything. This was now over one month after the first symptoms. I’ve now had 2 further MRIs and the good news is that the area affected is reducing and no other problems were noted so it does appear to have been a freak happening which either was caused by RVCS or that caused RVCS…however my recovery seems to have stalled. I was known within my family for having a great memory which has now gone and worse still as part of my job is as a book reader and judge for certain book related initiatives and prizes I am still unable to concentrate on narrative fiction. My problems with reading improved greatly at first – in December/ early January I couldn’t read anything longer than a tweet and now I can read essays/diaries and short stories but nothing more. This hasn’t really improved since February but isn’t being taken particularly seriously by my GP or neurologist. Before I fell ill I was reading 3 or four books a week, this is now 1 or 2 a month… I was off work from December until mid-March and am now back at work on limited hours. I am lucky in that my work place & boss are so flexible and allowing me to recover at my own pace, but I sense that their patience is running out. I still have the same niggling headache I’ve had since the last major thunderclap (5 ½ months of pain is very tiring as I am sure many of you can relate). I also have terrible fatigue, poor concentration and memory plus at times of stress/tiredness I have trouble finding the right words. These are all invisible symptoms and I think harder for people to understand, there have also been a few issues with sickness and protocols surrounding a phased return plus a reluctance to involve the in-house occupational health team. Apologies that this first post is so long, it has taken me a long time to compose and type. I realise that in the grand scheme of things I am incredibly lucky – I didn’t need surgery, it is thought that I am only 2-5% more likely than the general population to have this happen again, and I am better than I was. However I feel like I have stalled in recovery in the past few weeks, and even slipped backwards – the headaches have worsened, as have my concentration levels and fatigue. A balance between work/life/health just seems impossible at the moment.
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