Hey ClareM and Louise,
Thank you both for letting me know that I am not alone.
ClareM I am Staff Assistant for a small Community College in my home town in which I work 38 hours a week. Yes I too get my words all tangled up if I get the least bit stressed. However I do have a super boss and she can see when I am having a hard day and will tell me to go for a walk and relax or let me take a long lunch. She has even sent me home just because she knows that I have had a long week.
I try my best to built up my strength but by Thursday I do good to make it through the day and just collapse when I get home.
I think my hardest thing to deal with is not remembering some of the past and also I have a hard time remembering the day to day information which seems to aggravate the family more. I can't explain it to them and all they can see is how much I have improved.
I have also started to have a lot of mood swings that I can't seem to control anymore either.
I was really hoping that I would be more like myself by now and have things under control better.
Thanks for letting me vent I am very thankful my life is no worse than it is and I know I don't sound like it but I truly am Blessed.
Hope everyone has a great day.