Hi all Been reading others posts trying to reassure myself.
I had a sah on the 13th October 2014 was asleep and woke up with a blinding headache. Called ambulance who left me at home saying try and sleep and call again if it got worse. Ended up going to see gp next morning who immediately sent me to local hospital for a scan. At this point my headache was like no other pain I have experienced, they found a small bleed and I was immediately transferred to bristol neuro ward. I can't really remember much about been in hospital except taking lots of drugs for pain relief which ended up stopping by bowels working so had to have intervention there.
I was scanned numerous times and had a angiogram no aneurysm was found although blood was present no source was found.
I was discharged on the 24th October feeling very weak and unstable with a weird headache and a bag of drugs to take.
Since getting home I have slowly got more and more emotional, feeling like I am on my own and nobody understands how I feel, my wife, family and friends don't understand how I feel. Last night and this morning I think I had a mental breakdown, uncontrollably crying, getting angry, hitting the wall and shouting. My wife had to call my mum to calm me down, she has taken herself and my son away for a while
I have been back to doctors this morning who has started me on anti depressants.
I feel really scared, lonely, anxious, unsure of the future.