Hello, I am new but I have been browsing. This Fourm looks great and it's nice to see support given to everyone. Also apologies for spelling and grammar, I'm on my iPhone and it's difficult lol
I lost my mother on the 19th of December 2010, she was my best friend in the whole world and losing her is the worst pain I've ever felt. Considering she was only 49 when she died, and that I'm only 19 too. She died from a subranoid haemorrhage.
Now my mums mum died when my mum was 17 from a brain haemorrhage too, now I dont know what kind but I know she did. Then my mother suffered from a haemorrhage when she was 23, luckily survived and that was that.
Obviously it wasn't because she died, and losing her hurts so much but also knowing that I might leave my children with this pain too just doesn't leave me well. In fact it's putting me off having kids.
I just need to know what I need to do, if anyone has any family history like mine too. I just miss my mum, and she was normally the person I turned too.
Thanks in advance (sorry if this is not in the right place)