I just wanted to make a post, as for the last hour or so I haven't been able to stop thinking about my mum.
She passed away in February 2011 very suddenly from a brain haemorrhage, what caused it had been in her brain since birth but nobody knew, it was very painful, she was unconscious for a week and I had to watch her slowly dying.
I'm at university now. I've always found it difficult talking to people, so trying to explain how I feel about this is even more difficult. It confuses my boyfriend, he panics when I get upset like this so I tend to hide it. But right now I feel awful. I posted on here the week it happened and got so much support from so many wonderful and strong people, and to come on here and see all the families who have survived it, had a member make full recovery, its painful, but its also wonderful, it gives me hope. I'd never wish the pain I felt on anyone.
I wish you all the strength in the world. I just miss her so much.