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  1. Its really lovely of you all for sending your wishes. Its comforting to know that their are others out there who actually care. Going through a tough phase at the moment, and its feeling rather lonely. But thank you all. I'm very grateful for your kind words.
  2. I just wanted to make a post, as for the last hour or so I haven't been able to stop thinking about my mum. She passed away in February 2011 very suddenly from a brain haemorrhage, what caused it had been in her brain since birth but nobody knew, it was very painful, she was unconscious for a week and I had to watch her slowly dying. I'm at university now. I've always found it difficult talking to people, so trying to explain how I feel about this is even more difficult. It confuses my boyfriend, he panics when I get upset like this so I tend to hide it. But right now I feel awful. I posted on here the week it happened and got so much support from so many wonderful and strong people, and to come on here and see all the families who have survived it, had a member make full recovery, its painful, but its also wonderful, it gives me hope. I'd never wish the pain I felt on anyone. I wish you all the strength in the world. I just miss her so much.
  3. I just wanted to check in and thank everybody for their support at the time of my mothers death, this was my original post: http://www.behindthegray.net/vbulletin/showthread.php?6669-My-name-is-Anna-it-happened-yesterday.... I find it incredibly difficult to even read it, I think about her all the time, dad still isn't doing well but we're getting there. I wanted to thank you all for your prayers and thoughts and ask you again just to pray for my mum, just to make sure she's okay wherever she is, I love her so much and just hope she's alright wherever she is. I'm afraid the past events this year have affected my faith and made me believe a little less. I find it hard to pray, but then I know if I don'tbelieve then she might be in the unknown. I'm sorry for not making much sense
  4. They've taken her off the sedation. A scan yesterday showed half of her brain is now completely dark and she's going to die within the next few days :'(.
  5. We went to see her last night and she'd had a good day but they sat us down and told us that they wanted to lower her sedation, but..because she's so sick, they are doubting that she will be able to breathe on her own so there's a very good chance she's not going to make it :'(. We're going to know in the next few days or so but...I'm so scared. Everytime I see her I feel like I'm saying good bye and I don't know what to do. I can't lose her :'(
  6. I can't say I know exactly what you're going through, I don't know what I'd do without my mum. But my mum collapsed a few days ago and was admitted to hospital after suffering a haemorrhage. I'm terrified. I'm only 18 and I know how horrible the whole process is, we got so close to losing her and there's still a chance she won't make it. Just wanted you to know your mum is in my prayers, as are you. I'm sure she's very proud of you.
  7. I just want to thank everyone for their kind words. Apparently she had a bad night last night so I'm visiting her again today, I'm so scared each time might be the last. My dad is taking it really badly and I just don't know what to do All he does is smoke and drink. Its an effort to get him to bed and I'm staying home to make sure he eats and sleeps. I'm trying so hard to stay positive but he's convinced she's going to die or come home in a wheelchair. He's making it really difficult and I don't know what to do :'(. I'm trying so hard to be strong because I know if I don't, the whole household will collapse, but its so difficult. Thank you again everyone, its nice to be able to talk to people who can understand. The hardest part for me at the moment is seeing her with all these wires coming in and out of her. I never know what to do or say when I see her. She felt warm yesterday and had more colour in her face so I'm trying to think positively but this crash has just got me panicked again, I feel on edge constantly.
  8. She collapsed in the morning and they found a blood clot and then took her for an operation, for which they said it wasn't likely that she would make it. She's alive and stable..but I'm terrified, is there a chance she still might die? Shes 43 and strong, the doctors said her vitals are stable but I'm really worried that I might talk to her and then it be the last time I see her. Is there still a chance she's not going to make it?
  9. I woke up at six yesterday morning to hear my mum making the most awful sound...like she couldn't breathe, she'd bitten her tongue and was foaming at the mouth. We phoned the hospital and they said she'd had a brain haemorrhage and her chances weren't good. A day later she's alive and stable. She survived the operation and the doctors said she's starting to breathe on her own but I'm terrified I'm terrified that she's not gonna be who she used to be....my mum did everything..she was my life and was always there for my whole family. I'm now really worried about who's gonna have to be looking after her, I'm supposed to be going to university in September but theres no way I can leave my younger brother and dad to look after her and I wouldn't want to leave her......I love her so much. She's 43 and strong, the doctors have said so...I'm just so scared....I just want my mum back :'(.
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