On the 23rd December I had a SAH. I had no warning and I don’t remember anything. My family were told I might not survive and if I did I would be severely affected by it. I did survive and I’m ok except for one thing, I feel a huge amount of guilt, and I don’t know why. I feel guilt for my 12 year old daughter seeing me in a coma and my dad and my partner who saved my life as he did cpr on me until paramedics took over. I hurt for them and I just can reason with it.