Hello Donna,as i'm a new member of BTG i've been reading through a lot of threads i came across yours and wanted to tell you i flew to fuetaventure(spelling.lol)at xmas 2012 just 4 mths after my SAH.I was nervous if i'm honest but was fine.I made myself go for the sake of my husband and 12yr old daughter and it was our first xmas away ever.Also i know its early days for me but i still have a good cry.The thing is everyone thinks your back to normal but the worry is in the back of your mind.I hope you're feeling better.