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karen78

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  1. Hi Donna79,

    Argghhhh .... Is my mood still and the tattoo on my neck hurt very little... I felt it right to have it done, I still thrashing around as my GP says, because of my near death experience and im doing new things that i have never done.

    The Abseil is one of them ....

    At the moment i feel i trying to busy all the time to stop me from thinking !!

    Fly- Do it ... I promise you that you will love it, And Hun you are not the only broody one...

    Much love Karen x

  2. Thank you guy's, Its awfull... I have been to my doctor today (as go every 2-4 weeks) asked him to up my "happy pill's" but as i have had my dose doubled since being on them he told me to keep with it and to keep busy and plan new things.... I'm looking forward in doing my sponsored abseil on Mothers day because of what i am raising money for and last years's mothers day didn't look to good for me surviving ....

    Momo, I scared if i do cry, i wont stop. (hope that makes sense) !!

    Im fed up with feeling like a complete Yo Yo, Up and down....

    Not helped by the fact we have been back from Florida over a week and i sooooo didn't want to come back to "normal".

    That holiday feels like a lifetime away yet my SAH feels like yesterday.I dont know how to accept and move on .

    And Relax.....

    Thank you, wish i had knew you all b4 my SAH..then i wouldn't of chose the "friends" i had before . xx

  3. Hi Donna and everyone else...

    I am 2 days past my 1 year anni-versery... And i feel like im "losing it" now i still have not cried and i feel so dwon these last few days !!! Arrgghh.... i want to cry but im so scared too, Does that make sense ? I am on Anti-Depressants (gone from 50g to 100) and sleeping tablets from 1 to 3 !!

    I longer want to kill myself so the pills are working but i feel so low , I have also realised i only have 1 true friend.. Gutting :sad1:

    I feel like im using this site just to moan but i so wish we could do a massive group hug... I feel so alone xx

    Thanks for listening xx Love ya's

  4. Hi Pete,

    Thank you for sharing your story with us.

    Welcome to what i hope will become your new extended family like it is for us on here.

    I too had no after-care, and i am still struggling to accept what has happened, Please don't push yourself too hard and take everyday as it comes x

  5. Hi Karen ,

    Firstly welcome to what i can only describe as your new "family" ..

    I had my SAH in March at 31, Spent 3 weelks in HDU/ITU.. I'm still getting my "head" around it all to be honest, You will get down days and be worried about headaches, I'ts "normal" to feels lots of emotions....

    Take one day as it comes and hope you find much support here x

    Karen x:crazy:

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