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xxx Hope it works or at-least helps xx

Hi Juliette, Hi and welcome, Take everyday as it comes hun xx

Hi Fiona... I have the Dented Image book, I am slowly getting through it... Good Luck hun x

Hi Ian and welcome to what i can only describe as a lifeline xx Were all here

Hi Donna79, Argghhhh .... Is my mood still and the tattoo on my neck hurt very little... I felt it right to have it done, I still thrashing around as my GP says, because of my near death experience and im doing new things that i have never done. The Abseil is one of them .... At the moment i feel i trying to busy all the time to stop me from thinking !! Fly- Do it ... I promise you that you will love it, And Hun you are not the only broody one... Much love Karen x

Hello Fiona. Welcome to what will hopefully be your extended family like it has become for me and many others. Do take it careful, i too have daughters 3,6,& 9 ..Hard to take it easy i know xx

Hi all, In reply...My PMt is evil (always has been) although im more short fused since my SAH... Night sweets too and "tension" headaches too.... Try speaking to your doctor, xx Good Luck Hun x

I reckon we should as do a massive cyber hug (( (( )) )) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Thank you guy's, Its awfull... I have been to my doctor today (as go every 2-4 weeks) asked him to up my "happy pill's" but as i have had my dose doubled since being on them he told me to keep with it and to keep busy and plan new things.... I'm looking forward in doing my sponsored abseil on Mothers day because of what i am raising money for and last years's mothers day didn't look to good for me surviving .... Momo, I scared if i do cry, i wont stop. (hope that makes sense) !! Im fed up with feeling like a complete Yo Yo, Up and down.... Not helped by the fact we have been back from Florida over a week and i sooooo didn't want to come back to "normal". That holiday feels like a lifetime away yet my SAH feels like yesterday.I dont know how to accept and move on . And Relax..... Thank you, wish i had knew you all b4 my SAH..then i wouldn't of chose the "friends" i had before . xx

Hi Donna and everyone else... I am 2 days past my 1 year anni-versery... And i feel like im "losing it" now i still have not cried and i feel so dwon these last few days !!! Arrgghh.... i want to cry but im so scared too, Does that make sense ? I am on Anti-Depressants (gone from 50g to 100) and sleeping tablets from 1 to 3 !! I longer want to kill myself so the pills are working but i feel so low , I have also realised i only have 1 true friend.. Gutting I feel like im using this site just to moan but i so wish we could do a massive group hug... I feel so alone xx Thanks for listening xx Love ya's

Hi all. I also read the link and still am waiting for some aftercare !!

Thank you for sharing and welcome to BTG XX

Hi Anna, I really don't know what to say, Just make sure you tell your Mum you love her as she does you. sending lots of Cyber hugs Hun xx

Hi, I moved furniture the night before my SAH happened but didnt feel "right" a week before x

Hi Pete, Thank you for sharing your story with us. Welcome to what i hope will become your new extended family like it is for us on here. I too had no after-care, and i am still struggling to accept what has happened, Please don't push yourself too hard and take everyday as it comes x

Hi Tracy, I agree with everyone else, Its nasty... ;-( Im 9 months post SAH and i suffer from anxiety too, please dont try and do it alone, take the pills x They are worth a try atleast xx

Hi Karen , Firstly welcome to what i can only describe as your new "family" .. I had my SAH in March at 31, Spent 3 weelks in HDU/ITU.. I'm still getting my "head" around it all to be honest, You will get down days and be worried about headaches, I'ts "normal" to feels lots of emotions.... Take one day as it comes and hope you find much support here x Karen x:crazy:

Brilliant new's Kel, XX

Oh my !! Im sorry sorry to hear, my thoughts are to those whose lives he touched xx Much love

Fair play hun, a lovely peace x

Thank you for sharing with us, as you will see everyone on here is great... Take it easy xx

Hi and welcome too, Thinking of your sister and you and your families.. Love Karen x

Hi Stacey, I'm so sorry to hear about your Dad, Welcome to your new "family" There a great bunch xx

Hi Gill, your not alone in feeling this i assure you ;-( Thankfully were all in this together xx

Just thought id pop in to say hello.... i am 6 months on and feel as if i am getting in a lowere mood so dont beat yourself up and take things slowly, I have 3 young children and as you said if it were not for them i would stay in bed or in the house ! Take care xx