Thankyou all for the welcome I have received.......! (from the bottom of my heart)
When I wrote to this site I didn't expect this response. Kinda humbling.
I wasn't sure if anybody would read it, but thanks to you all as it encourages me more. Better be careful what i write and keep my spelling correct. (where is my spell check friend !)
Since my SAH 4 years ago in many ways i have been a recluse and in many ways in denial......now I will break out, join the world as I am. I am mobile again as I have my driving licence again. Yes it's a little banger but i love it. I am careful and use it once a week. I have some sort of disability of my right leg. When I walk I have to concentrate on my right leg. Some people take it for granted, as I did before. I used to go on long walks.....never thought about it. Now I walk thinking. My left leg does it own thing naturally, my right leg I think 'Right leg........Right leg........Right leg'. In the past year I have broken 3 toes when I forget or takes it for granted, or talk too much while walking. But i wont stop now.
Has anybody noticed when they are talking to the 'Normal' people you may notice they say the right thing.....they are politically correct as opposed to the 'Saviours', as if their lives have been shunted to one side.... they tell you honesty.... like me they can be direct and at times lose some diplomacy (i have been told off before)
I have problems with memory so remembering all your names is a challenge. But I will. But i thank you all for your honesty......
blueday (but today the sun is out)
