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HI ANNE I HAVE TROUBLE CONCENTRATING IT HARD TO READ ANYTHING TOO LONG FOR ME.AND IT PROBABLY DEPENDS ON WHERE THE SAH WAS AS TO WHERE YOU HAVE PROBLEMS. LOVE EVELYN

HI SHIREE YES I STILL GET TO FEELING THAT WAY TODAY IS ONE OF THOSE FOR ME, AS I WOKE WITH A HEADACHE AND FEELING UNDER THE WEATHER. BUT I KNOW I GET THIS WAY EVERY SO OFTEN JUST TRY TO REMEMBER I HAVE HAD DAYS LIKE THIS BEFOR AND I AM STILL HERE. SO PUT YOURSELF INTO LIVING AND ENJOY. LOVE EVELYN

HI ALL YOU CAN VIEW TODAYS OPRAH SHOW AT OPRAH.COM LUV XXX EVELYN

VERY HAPPY FOR YOU KELLY THAT IS GREAT NEWS HAVE FUN AND REMEMBER TO BREATH I FELT STRANGE THE FIRST TIME AFTER MY EVENT. LUV XXX EVELYN

HI ANNE YES I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU MEAN IT IS HARD TO REMEMBER PEOPLE UNTIL YOU HAVE SEEN THEM SEVERAL TIMES AND REMEMBERING NAMES IS EXTREMELY DIFFICULT FOR ME. I RUN INTO THINGS AND HAVE TROUBLE WITH MY BALANCE HIGH HEELS ARE OUT FOR ME BUT YOU DO FIND YOURSELF DEALING WITH IT EVEN IF YOU JUST LEARN TO LAUGH AT YOURSELF MOST OF THE TIME, I KNOW WHEN I AM TIRED THOUGH I GET UPSET ABOUT IT. BUT TRY TO TAKE IT ALL IN STRIDE LUV XXX EVELYN

TRY LOOKING FOR IT ONLINE SOME SHOWS OVER HERE CAN BE SEEN ONLINE LUV XXX EVELYN

HI CLAIR WELCOME TO BTH HOPE YOU FIND IT AS GREAT AS I HAVE LUV XXX EVELYN

WELCOME PHIL I AM 3 YEARS IN AND STILL GET ALL THE ABOVE WHEN I OVER DO IT. BUT EVERYONE HERE HAS HELPED ME TO SHAKE SOME OF THE FEAR AND UNKOWN THAT I HAD BEEN FEELING. AS FOR A CELEBRATION EVERYDAY I WAKE UP TOO A NEW DAY IS A CELEBRATION. LIFE HAS A NEW MEANING AND EVERYTHING IS CLEARER TO ME. LIFE IS FOREVER CHANGED BUT WITH EVERY PASSING DAY IT GETS A BIT BETTER AND IT BECOMES THE NEW YOU EMBRACE WHO YOU ARE AND LIVE EACH DAY TO IT'S FULLEST. I DON'T KNOW ANYONE THAT KNOWS THE CAUSE OF THESE THINGS, SOME ARE BORN WITH THEM OTHERS DEVELOPE THEM :? BUT WHY SOME RUPTER AND OTHERS DON'T IS A MYSTERY. LUV XXX EVELYN

HI LAURA I AM SO SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR BROTHER. I LOST MY BROTHER 17 YEARS AGO HE WAS 30 DIED FROM HEAD INJURIES FROM A CAR ACCIDENT. I WAS A MESS JIM HAD TO TAKE ME TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM BECAUSE I WAS GETTING HIVES IN MY THROAT AND MAKING IT DIFFICULT TO BREATH, DUE TO THE STRESS I HAD PANIC ATTACKS I COULDN'T SLEEP I COULDN'T CRY I WAS IN QUITE A STATE OF DEPRESSION. BUT OVER TIME THE FEELINGS PASSED. MY GREAT GRANDFATHER DIED OF A SAH ON MY DADS SIDE AND I HAD A SECOND COUSIN HAVE AN SAH ON MY MOTHERS SHE HAD TO RELEARN TO DO EVERYTHING. AND THEN ME IT IS VERY OVER WHELMING TO ANYONE. I SUPPOSE HAVING A SCAN WILL GIVE SOME PEACE THAT WAY BUT THE ODDS ARE HIGH SO TRY NOT TO LET YOURSELF GET TO STRESSED. WE ARE ALL MORE THAN HAPPY TO HELP YOU DON'T HESITATE TO ASK. LUV HUGS EVELYN

HI CAROLINE I LOST A LOT OF WEIGHT AT FIRST I WAS SKIN AND BONES. AFTER I GOT OFF SOME OF THE MEDS I STARTED TO PUT IT ON AND ON AND ON I FINALLY JUST GOT IT OFF OFF OFF... SO GIVE IT A LITTLE MORE TIME TO SEE HOW YOUR BODY WILL ADJUST. LUV XXX EVELYN

DON'T FEEL BAD I AM HAPPY FOR YOU, PLEASE THAT IS WHY WE ARE ALL HERE, TO HELP EACH OTHER. XXX EVELYN

HI NIKKI IF I AM TALKING I KEEP REPEATING MY LAST WORD UNTIL MY BRAIN CATCHES UP. XXX EVELYN

HI NIKKI SORRY CAN'T BE MUCH HELP I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GO BACK TO WORK. XXX EVELYN

HI YES LATELY THE TINGLING IN MY FACE AND RIGHT ARM HAS BEEN LIKE IT WAS IN THE BEGINING I TOO THOUGHT THE WORST OF THAT HAD MOSTLY PAST BUT I GUESS NOT LUV XXX EVELYN

SWEETIE YOUR ARE SO NOT ALONE WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU. AND THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I FEEL ALONE EVEN IF EVERYONE IS IN THE ROOM WITH ME IT IS LIKE BEING IN A WORLD OF YOUR OWN AND YOU CAN'T GET OUT BUT IT WILL GET BETTER JUST TRY TO REST AND LET YOUR BODY HEAL IT'S SELF I KNOW IT SEEMS LIKE A LONG TIME BUT IT IS THE PART OF YOU THAT TAKES THE LONGEST TO HEAL TRY NOT TO PUSH YOURSELF. IKNOW EASIER SAID THAN DONE. PRAYERS AND HUGS FOR YOU. LUV XXX EVELYN

I HAVE BEEN IN A JACUZZI BUT NOT A SAUNA NOT SURE. LUV XXX EVELYN

A VERY WARM WELCOME BETH YOU FOUND YOUR WAY TO A GGOD PLACE AMONGST WONDERFUL PEOPLE. LUV XXX EVELYN

DOES ANYONE ELSE FIND IT DIFFICULT WHEN YOUR SPOUSE TELLS YOU THAT THEY MISS A PART OF YOU? I FIND IT UPSETTING WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN CLOSE AND HAVE BEEN VERY GIVING AND SUPPORTIVE OF EACH OTHER BUT I FIND IT DIFFICULT TO HEAR SUCH A STATEMENT BECAUSE I CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO CHANGE IT. I KNOW HE IS ONLY TRYING TO COMUNICATE HIS FEELINGS TO ME BUT IT IS HARD TO HEAR. LUV XXX EVELYN

I HAVE QUITE THE COLLECTION OF HATS HELPS THE COLD FACTOR BUT NOT THE PRESSURE. BUT I HAVE TO SAY YOU ALL HELP ME FEEL BETTER JUST KNOWING I AM NOT ALONE. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPORRT XXX EVELYN

HI KELLY WELCOME YOU ARE DEFINETLY NOT ALONE BUT YOU WON'T IND BETTER FRIENDS. XXX EVELYN

HI JOHN YES ALL THE ABOVE, MY DESK LOOKS LIKE A RECYCLE BEEN NOTES EVERYWHERE. XXX EVELYN

GLAD YOU MADE IT, YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE. HOPE YOU RETURN. XXX EVELYN

AS ALWAYS WEATHER COMING IN AND MY SPRINGS HURT, AND THE RIGHT SIDE FEELS LIKE IT DOESN'T BELONG TO ME :? , CAN'T STAND ANYTHING TO TOUCH MY FACE WHEN IT IS LIKE THIS, SO MY HAIR IS DRIVING ME CRAZY. UNFORTUNATLY WEATHER HAPPENS EVERY WHERE... SO NO WHERE TO HIDE, JIM THOUGHT MOVING HERE MIGHT HELP, BECAUSE IT IS A DRYER CLIMATE BUT NO SUCH LUCK... XXX EVELYN

HI JOANN I FIND MYSELF KNOWING WHAT I WANT TO SAY BUT IT DOESN'T COME OUT RIGHT AWAY THERE IS A PAUSE. I ALSO FIND MY VOICE GETS STRAINED AND GETS A HIGH PITCH TO IT. THIS HAPPENED RIGHT AFTER MY EVENT AND IT TOOK ME AWHILE TO GET IT UNDER CONTROL IT WAS DICOVERED THAT MY BREATHING WAS TO SHALLOW SO IF I TOOK A DEEP BREATH MY WORDS WOULD COME OUT CLEAR. STRANGE THING. XXX EVELYN

MY KIDS AT THE TIME OF MY EVENT WERE 23, 20,16,14,7 THE OLDEST RONALD HANDLES THE CONVERSATION A BIT BUT UPSETS HIM, THE NEXT CANDAS DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT, THE NEXT BREANA HANDELS IT THE BEST, JAMES I AM NOT SURE HOW HE FEELS, AND TIARA HAS BECOME DISRESPECTFUL AND LOUD AND OBNOXIOUS. JIM ALWAYS LISTENS AND TALKS WHEN I WANT... XXX EVELYN