How comforting it is to find a site where everyone understands your predicament. This is my story. On New Years Eve 2016 while many were out celebrating the New Year, I was feeling unwell, I had a headache which was nothing unusual for me as I have been suffering with them for quite some time. I had an upset stomach and went to the loo when I noticed that my stools were black. I immediately knew that something was wrong, but had no clue as to what was really happening.
I remember little after this point, but apparently I went back downstairs to the loo again and when I didn't return my husband came looking for me and found me collapsed on the basement floor, hitting my head in the process on the tiled floor and suffered a nose bleed. I told him to put me back on the toilet as I had an upset stomach. He helped me upstairs and I apparently told him to call an ambulance.
They were here within mins and took me to the local hospital where I was violently sick. They took me for a CT Scan where they confirmed that I had a a ruptured aneurism - the technical terms are as follows as some of you may be able to help me understand more about what it means -
CTA: Left PCOMM Artery Aneurysm. ACOMM Artery Aneurysm. Right PCOMM and Left ICA. Fisher Grade 4 - intraventricular haemorrhage. GCS 14 WFNS grade 2 GCS 13 - 14.
There were other complications on first arrival at the hospital which were Pulmonary oedema and Myocardial stunning with Diffuse SAH with early hydrocephalus. I was then transferred to Salford Royal Hospital for treatment. I arrived on Sunday evening and I don't know whether it was because of the bank holiday or because I needed to be more stable but I was not operated on until the Wednesday. I remember very little of these first few days. They coiled the ruptured aneurysm and another one close by and told me that I have another 3 aneurysms that they will deal with once I have recovered from the coiling of the previous two.
I was in the HDU for 4 days and two weeks in hospital in total. I have now been home for almost 3 weeks. It has been a rollercoaster of emotions since coming home, fear, anxiety, and sadness because like others have said, one minute I was planning a holiday without a care in the world, to then wondering how long I have left to live.
It's quite difficult to deal with emotionally I have to say. I am having terrible headaches and lower back pain, but at least I can take pain killers for that, the emotional pain is the most difficult thing to deal with because of the unknown. I don't know what they plan to do with my other 3 aneurysm, I worry about a re-bleed of the coiled aneurysm and I worry about having these terrible headaches for months and years to come. I should be feeling lucky to have survived, I was initially feeling that way, until I learned that re-bleeds are a possibility with dire consequences.
I am trying my best to remain positive but it's not that easy. I guess it's early days and have my first appointment at the hospital 22 March where hopefully the Doctors can explain what their plans are regarding my 3 aneurysm. It will either ease my concerns or scare me to death, lets hope it's good news.
Thank you for listening and any advice would be very welcome.