VanessaW Posted June 27, 2013 Share Posted June 27, 2013 Hello everyone, hope you are all ok. haven't been on the board for a while, been slaving away for the NHS. Am now 10 months in since SAH and able to work full time as a doctor. A few weeks back I was thinking this is good, my headaches are really mild and I didn't have to take paracetamol for about 5 days!!! Now they have gone bad again and have had bouts of nausea too. It's really damned annoying isn't it, you think to yourself, Hurrah!! it's all finally going away and then it comes back in a big way. I kind of feel overall that I've lost my mojo since the SAH, I can't run for more than 10 minutes - I used to be a big runner - now it makes me ill. I feel like I've lost my edge mentally, although I'm a competent doctor, I don't feel like my brain works as well as it did; my memory is not as sharp. I feel a bit brain dead and my attention span is poor, I have to make a really massive effort to concentrate all the time and it is doing me in. I feel like I have candy floss in my head. It's depressing isn't it. I know rationally that I am lucky to be alive etc, but I just don't have any joie de vivre anymore. Anyone else feel like this? Does the mojo come back or is it lost forever? Vanessa x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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