Hi Shiree I was just like you once so afraid it would happen again now I live each day like it was my last I say what I feel if someone doesn't like it then tough, dunno if thats a good thing or not
At the end of the day you can sit there worrying and if you were to get run over or something else you could have regrets about the things you never did how you have lived since the SAH or you can think well at least I did everything I wanted to do I know which mine will be now, I have been on a plane since boat and all the rides that go upside down and things, things which I said I would never do. Sometimes if I get an extremely bad headache I may sometimes still think oh no however when I had that headache the SAH one I could hardly move at all yet none of my headaches since have been that bad, it is very unlikely to happen again so I would really try not to worry, you were given a second chance Shiree grab it with both hands and enjoy life. Jess.xxx
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