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Thanks everyone xxx

Thanks everyone can't believe how long it has been xxx My eldest actually came to tesco today to have lunch with me and bought me some sweets for afternoon shift bless him xxx

Good morning all hope that you are well and have a great day xxx Well it's my 18 year anniversary today and what an 18 years it has been xxx I was nearly 5 years in when I found behindthegray and I will always be glad that I did I have found some lifelong friends here and no matter how down I am feeling you are always here xxx I still have problems brain zaps lightheadedness heart palpitations but it's a part of who I am now but the good things I now have outweigh the bad my two boys 17 next month 13 this month my job being able to go on holidays now I can

Macca congratulations on ten years xxx

Congratulations on your anniversary xxx So glad you have been and shared it with us it was lovely to hear from you xxx Stay strong and keep fighting xxx

Hi Ann sorry you had another bleed hope you have a speedy recovery xxx

You need to check with your Dr still though just to be sure xxx That family photo I had both children after my sah the one is now 16 the other 12 so you can still live a normal life xxx

I still get a feeling in my head like it's full a balloon or something being blown up 18 years later but check with your dr dont worry and drink plenty of water and rest xxx

Congratulations on your 6 year anniversary xxx

Hi there I haven't got a shunt after they took my temporary one out but anyway I have brain zaps lightheadedness and headaches even after 18 years it's worse when I haven't drunk any water so make sure you have plenty of also gets worse when I do to much or am really tired xxx Hope things improve for you soon xxx

Glad you liked them xxx

Win R.I.P you will be missed by everyone who knew you thanks for coming into our lives and making them brighter. Me Garry and Shayne clapped for win aswell last night so sad xxx

Sarah so sorry about your mom she was a wonderful person who will never be forgotten she was always there to make people happy when they were down she could always make me smile xxx

Welcome to btg xxx Its still early days for you rest whenever you need drink plenty of water xxx

Congratulations on your anniversary hope you have many more xxx