JenniH23 Posted December 19, 2019 Share Posted December 19, 2019 I have previously posted about having blind spots and blurry vision post sah. I feel like my life has just come to a stand still and I don’t know where I go from here. I find it difficult to go out due to where the blind spots are as I get disorientated.. I am waiting for neurology referral at rvi Newcastle but I guess they can only tell me what’s happened not provide a cure. I am torturing myself over not going to hospital the night it happened as I didn’t know how serious it was. All I can think about now is how different my recovery may have been if I’d been treated within 24 hrs.. Might I still have good vision? I’ve been reading that early treatment gives a better chance of a good recovery. This is eating me up inside. I am waiting for counselling but I feel I am the only one to blame for the situation I now find myself in. I also find it hard to sleep as my brain seems to tense up and stop me processing logical thoughts and when I think about something I could do before the vision loss it sends shock waves to wake me up. I guess this is probably trauma. But I also worry it is permanent damage. I don’t have my first mri check up until February. I’m a total mess mentally and physically. Everyone keeps saying stay positive it’s early days at just under 4 months. But Im finding it so hard. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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