Guest eyeball Posted March 4, 2007 Share Posted March 4, 2007 for over a week now ive felt so alone, dont know how to explain it dont know why . i get so irritated and annoyed at so many things even my own kids which upsets me even more . a few times over the past week i have gone to bed closed my eyes and hear a massive bang and white flash its scares the life out of me because i know its inside my head. want to cry but i cant , before i had my sah i had a dissagreement with my 19 year old son over his computer addiction i cried for an hour went to my bed and thats when it happened and my son didnt visit me for a week . i brought 5 kids up on my own because their dad was a wife beating alcoholic i thought they cared for me . my second husband who i have a 4 yr old girl to is fantastic . i just feel lost . do we ever get back to normal, why do people think you should get over it . i dont even know what to say . my memory is getting bad and i have a feeling of dred like somthing is going to happen and im on my gaurd cause i dont know what the hell goes through my head. not in control of my mind . eileen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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