Sandi K Posted January 28, 2011 Share Posted January 28, 2011 Hi friends, it's been an interesting week and I wasn't going to post cuz I'm so darned depressed. But.... thought about it and realized that others may benefit who are coming along behind me. Two and a half months after the NASAH and I'm working too much. The results are that I feel spaced out, can't focus, have blurry and sometimes double vision, feel like I have concrete blocks hanging off my arms, and I cry, and cry, and cry. So this is someone who hardly ever cries and is happy all the time. Even when the going gets tough I'm the one to look at the bright side and find a way out. Leonard Cohen has that song about there is a crack in everything.... but that's how the light gets in. I cry quietly in the kitchen, I cry in the car, I cry in the bathroom, I cry reading your posts. At work, my Occupational Health case worker has really rolled up her sleeves. She's helping me to create a work plan. I received my 'dented image' book in the post today!! Looking forward to reading it and thank you for the suggestion! Can't get into the doctor with my LTD (long term disability) forms until February 22nd. Maybe (squeak), maybe I'll be better by then ? I think the crying is me coming to terms with what's happening. Maybe I should try and do something fun this weekend... Sandi K. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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