Hi Anne Hope you are well xx I used to be the queen of multitasking and so very organised....now when i am tired, cant, and get so frustrated....i am learning to adapt, slowly.....post it notes and constant double checking. Motivation i am ok with...i wonder also if maybe you are just a little depressed at the moment...so many emotions to deal with as well....i have found it quite a struggle...more so recently than ever. I have been talking with a councillor....one that really just listens...as there is no one that specialises in SAH...or not that they know of....but it does help to talk....have you gone down that route at all....if not, maybe have a word with your GP. Take care ...love and hugs to you Anne...love Tina xx