SarahLou Posted October 1, 2011 Share Posted October 1, 2011 Hi Sandi, As Louise says, well done you for getting as far as you have. You're doing brilliantly. Reading how you're getting on with your return to work brings me mixed emotions, I read about your days and your feelings and I wonder how things will go for my return to work, how will I feel if I can't do the job I love and have done for 20yrs. It's so so hard to accept we are not, and will never be, the person we were before SAH. Yes, it is a rollercoaster journey. One that gives you such a range of emotions some that I personally can't even find words for. You really really are doing so well, I wish you wouldnt be so hard on yourself. I truly believe it's all about grieving for what you once had, finding that acceptance of who you are now. Personally I prefer the new me, and I really hope I continue with those thoughts, that my return to work is a positive thing. I pray I can do it, I know I'll face very dark times if I can't. I'm sending you big hugs dear Sandi, keep smiling. You've come a long way, and there's more to come yet. Take care, SarahLou Xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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