Donna my advice would be don't get pregnant until you are well again, you are young you have plenty of time. You will be ill in pregnancy if you convince yourself you will be. It's nine years this year for me and I have had everything you have, but in the end you will see ( but it has to be you) that its time to close the door on the sah and open a new one go forward and not let it drag you down I know it sounds harsh I really don't mean it too its just I've lived with it longer. Donna you will have another baby when the time is right. Jess.xxx
Ps it will get easier to believe you can have a happy exciting life its different but just as good.