Hi Jimbo, a very warm welcome to BTG I am nearly 3 years on and still cant sleep on my right side where i had my craniotomy, i can feel the screws on the side of my head and cheek bone. I dont have the rushing water feeling, more like someone is really pinching my face and forehead really hard. It is a deep pain. My right eye brow is still paralysed. I am having bad pains at the moment...it always gets worse when tired or stressed. I asked my Neuro surgeon and he said it was nerve pain. Something i will probably always have. I also find it worse when the weather turns cold. It does sound like you have a very stressful job, and agree with Janet and the others, anxiety does seem to make things worse. Take care Tina xx