SarahLou Posted August 25, 2013 Share Posted August 25, 2013 Today is 3 years since SAH rocked my world. I have such mixed emotions, I feel like I could fall to my knees and break my heart crying. I remember the fear so well, I knew that something was seriously wrong yet I didn't know what to do about it. I was alone and scared and that feeling haunts me. My beautiful daughter who gives me laughter, light and strength has just told me 'Mum, I'm so proud of you, you never give up' , bless her, her hugs heal all too. I am very blessed to have come this far in my recovery and I know that I wouldn't have been able to make it through without the love and support of my family, friends and all you lovely lot on BTG. Many times I've taken one step forward and two steps back. I've laughed, I've cried and I've thrown full blown paddys! Yes, my SAH changed me, for the better, I prefer who I am now. I have much more patience and understanding. I've learnt to not worry about the things I can not change. Some friendships and relationships have shifted and changed, I've sure learnt who my true friends are. I've lost some things but I've gained so much too. I've got back bits of 'normal' that I didn't think I would, it's been a fight but I've stuck at it. I'm still on a learning curve and that's ok, I'm fine with that. My lil re-arranged brain still always has the last word though, gives me a kick when I've done too much and I need to rest. I will celebrate on the 27th August which is the day I was 'fixed' , the day I was given a second chance. I have a long beach walk planned and I can't wait. I would like to say a huge big thank you to Karen, all the moderators and all the members on BTG, you have been my strength. Take care, SarahLou Xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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