donna79 Posted March 5, 2011 Share Posted March 5, 2011 Hi All, I thought I would post this and get feedback and hopefully some information that will help others with questions. I am coming up to 3 year anni in April and emotions are STILL all over x is this something we come to terms with or something that we have to live with x x At my 1 Year mark I was at the point that I call cracking up couldnt think straight and just didnt know who I was anymore or who I was going to become x x I was put on anti-depressents at this point and was changed a number of times to find the right one and also referred for councelling ( which I found did help me alot) mainly come to terms with what had happened x x after about 3 months I felt myself coming back and getting back to work helped x x 2-1/2 years in I was re-referred for post traumatic stress and to help me deal with my anxiety and panic attacks........I am coming to the end of these sessions and I am feeling really nervous but really want to overcome all of this and move forward but I feel something is stopping me (Does anyone ever feel this way) I feel really lonely again at the moment family are getting with their lives and friends are none existent at the moment I just struggle letting anyone in after loosing all my so called friends after sah x x I have been having a few bad days lately feeling dizzy which is making me feel really sick which I do believe is dragging me down abit plus antony is at work alot leaving me and jack on our own x x I hope I am not rambling on x x On a positive note I do love life and thank god everyday for what I do have x x my family are my world :-D:-D I just want to know how everyone is getting on in their recovery x x and even though it is sounding like a negative post I must say it does get easier but it is a long hard process x x love to you all donna xxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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