paul99 Posted April 20, 2011 Author Share Posted April 20, 2011 thank you all for your comments michelle its a roller coaster ride i never wanted to take ( i dont like them) the family stuff i could really do without and my mind drifts back to me possibly losing lin because of them although there is enough evidence and support from the police and other people to ensure they dont get near her but the one thing i miss is her voice and the delicate laughter lin had we had together and the twinkle in her eyes when she looked at me and the smiles im having trouble trying to remember how lins voice was like and i keep wanting to turn around and cuddle her like we used to i feel so helpless because i cannot do anything more than i am now. sandi im dedicated to lin she loved me and trusted me i dont think i can ever leave her alone although at times it tear's me apart im nothing special just someone who was lucky enough to find someone who was a friend which grew into the most deepest love i could ever wish for i miss the shopping trips the walk in the park holding hands and the odd snog as we did so i just miss her voice so much and the way lin teased me but these memorys are fading and i feel so ashamed that i cant get them back i want more when we get the car yes we can go out together and spend quailtiy time together i hope i just want her back i know im not but it still ****** hurts even two and a half years on and it so deep im just glad lin has stayed with me because going in first thing in the morning although the sun is shining to see lins face when i walk in takes every worry away and im on top of the world its when i have to leave her when all these thoughts go through my mind and i cant shake them im sorry for going on but you are friends of the best kind without you i wouldnt be here love to you all from my darling lin and me xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nessie Posted April 21, 2011 Share Posted April 21, 2011 *sits sobbing behind her laptop after reading most of your story* Big hugs Paul, for you and Lin. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
goldfish.girl Posted April 21, 2011 Share Posted April 21, 2011 Your memories will never go Paul, and you are making new ones daily with Lin although if wishes came true I'm sure the memories you are making now but would be so different. Being able to take Lin out in the car on sunny days will add some great new memories to your collection. Thinking of you Michelle xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JayKay Posted April 21, 2011 Share Posted April 21, 2011 Oh Paul, it must be sooo hard and I admire you so much! The love you have for Lin is amazing and I'm sure she loves you the same way. I wish you all the best in the world, and that everything goes right from now on. Take care x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paul99 Posted July 29, 2011 Author Share Posted July 29, 2011 hi everyone its been such a long time since i last posted and it has been a nightmare lin is ok and doing well and im hoping things will inprove soon the nightmare has been my health and the legal issue which is still ongoing it went to the high court in july but was ajourned untill the 2 of aug but this has been put back untill the 15 august unfortunantly all things relating to lin is now sub judeciy not sure about the spelling so i cant say anything more things have been going on so long it has made me withdraw into myself and not feel like socialising and has made me very reluctant to do anything other than what i have been doing everyday with lin please accept my apologises for not keeping you up to date im sorry im just so scared of losing lin to the ex family please understand as soon as i can i will let you know the outcome love to you all Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sandi K Posted July 29, 2011 Share Posted July 29, 2011 Paul, I have been wondering and concerned. I guess you can't say anything about the legal proceedings while it's underway. I imagine that the ex-family is fighting to care for Lin and because your relationship was 'new' in the courts eyes this is taking some time to ensure Lin is where she would want to be. Keep fighting Paul. It must be hard to keep going but you know in your heart that Lin loves you and she made her choice. It's so unfair that she became so sick so soon after you found each other. Sending hugs. Sandi K. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
goldfish.girl Posted July 29, 2011 Share Posted July 29, 2011 Hi Paul, I have been wondering also where you are & how you & Lyn are doing. It's very good to hear from you. Stay strong, you have come so far & proved yourself every step of the way, you couldn't have done more & I hope the legal people will clearly see that. I hope you have friends supporting you through this. Very best of luck, will be thinking of you both Michelle xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jess Posted July 29, 2011 Share Posted July 29, 2011 Hope it all works out. Jess.xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tennissmithy Posted July 29, 2011 Share Posted July 29, 2011 Keep fighting Paul, you and Lin deserve to be happy together xxx We're all here for you when you want/need us. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Janet Posted August 6, 2011 Share Posted August 6, 2011 Paul sorry to hear you're having such a tough time not surprised you feel as you do really hope that the courts decide in your favour. Love and hugs to you and Lyn. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skippy Posted August 7, 2011 Share Posted August 7, 2011 Got everything crossed that things work out for you Paul - big hugs to you both Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paul99 Posted September 16, 2011 Author Share Posted September 16, 2011 hi everyone just popped in i cant hold this to myself any longer :razz::razz: lin and i went shopping on tuesday and spent oodles on lins new winter wardrobe after three years and three weeks we went out together shopping its the best day ever i still cant wipe the smile from my face :razz::razz::razz: the best day ever and guess what we are doing it again on monday somewhere else to find more clothes for her the other matter is still ongoing but tuesday was the bee's knees' take care everyone hugs and cuddles from us both me smily face :lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skippy Posted September 16, 2011 Share Posted September 16, 2011 Paul I have tears streaming down my face at your news. That has made my year hearing that. Soooooo very pleased for you hun. It was certainly worth going through everything to get where you are now. Big massive huge hugs to you both xoxoxoxoxoxox Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SarahLou Posted September 16, 2011 Share Posted September 16, 2011 Hi Paul, Yep, I'm in tears too! What fantastic news. I hope that Lin is getting new shoes and bags to go with her clothes! Big hugs to you both. SarahLou Xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lin-lin Posted September 16, 2011 Share Posted September 16, 2011 That truly is one of the most beautiful things I have read! How wonderful for you both. Paul, not only is your loyalty amazing, but you also don't grumble about taking a woman shopping! What a man! L xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Super Mario Posted September 16, 2011 Share Posted September 16, 2011 I am so pleased for you both. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gill C Posted September 16, 2011 Share Posted September 16, 2011 ;-)the best news I've heard in ages, truly lovely;-) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rod123 Posted September 16, 2011 Share Posted September 16, 2011 Hi Paul, great news hope you have lots of days out, and things continue to improve, Hope the other stuff goes away for you too, Best wishes Rod and Merrill Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Karen Posted September 16, 2011 Share Posted September 16, 2011 Hi Paul, I feel truly uplifted with hearing your wonderful news Paul! Love and hugs, K xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
winter Posted September 16, 2011 Share Posted September 16, 2011 Paul and Lin, I am so HAPPY for you both, and like the others, shedding tears of joy for you!!! This is the best news ever! After all you've been through, this is truly a joyful time for you both and I know you're celebrating each moment with each other. Cheers to you and each moment you have from here forward Much love and hugs to you both, Carolyn Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KeithH Posted September 16, 2011 Share Posted September 16, 2011 What great news Let this be the start of many of shopping trip & outings. Hugs and best wishes to you both Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
goldfish.girl Posted September 16, 2011 Share Posted September 16, 2011 Fantastic news Paul! You have both waited so long for a truly happy moment that makes you both smile. It was long overdue & so very much deserved. Brilliant to hear about it Keep smiling, there's more outings to come! Lots of love & best wishes to you both Michelle xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kempse Posted September 16, 2011 Share Posted September 16, 2011 Hi Paul - just read your lovely news - no wonder you are smiling from ear to ear:razz:. Great to see you so happy - I bet you can't wait for Monday to arrive! Love to you and Lin, Sarah Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paul99 Posted September 17, 2011 Author Share Posted September 17, 2011 thank you all so much sl no shoes yet but a grip bag is certainly on the cards i normally dont like shopping im in and out every time but tuesday was something special after such a long wait which seem to never end but now we are hoping to [ lin needs another wardrobe ] going out on a regular basis if i can we are going to try and do so much lin lin with lin i would go shopping wherever lin wants and enjoy the experinance roll on monday he he :lol::razz: enjoy the weekend hugs and cuddles from us both xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jess Posted September 17, 2011 Share Posted September 17, 2011 That is wonderful news so happy for you both. Jess.xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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